Cant Be with you this few days

Hey. Sorry for not posing.. Well this few days have been fine. But somethings maybe not right or maybe just any how think.. Think about baby friend name Eugene.. Thought of him liking baby.. I don know is it true a not because cant be sure about him.. Maybe he was just saying, but in his head he might like babygirl.. Never mind.. Maybe i should stop thinking about it.. Well this few days was fine with babygirl.. Yesterday baby go loyang point to have her dinner with her Mum and Ah ma. After that baby called me about 7.50pm like that. finisih dinner about 8. After that saw your call(: Gave you a text, but i think the connection have some problem.. Called baby (: After that about 10 mins later then baby recieve my msg o.O Talk to babygirl, but baby dont sound like want to talk to me.. :/ nevermind. Hubby understand.. Tried to make you happy, but i guess it really didn't work.. I feel like a failer.. Want to make you happy also can't.. Nevermind (: Today Morning work up kinda late.. Rushed to school for you (: See you feeling better, makes me feel more happy(: Now blogging in Computer Class. Miss you a lot.. Later kinda sad.. Because can't be with you.. Tmr too.. Have lesson till 4p.m After that want to go your house de.. But want you to study for Exams the next day.. So maybe cant be with you again... ): very sad... Well happy to see you happy today(: Well thats for today. Bye (:

Iloveyoubabygirl!!!

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19/08/2010

Hey, sorry for not updating my blog for a long time.. Today is like any day in school, P.E was kinda boring.. Because we have to dance the ACES day dance... But still had a bit of fun.. miss baby during P.E, or maybe today the whole day i was missing you ): But walking back to class see you but you didn't see me.. You was busy doing home work :/, Never mind. After that don know why sleep in class.. Maybe is because of me sleeping late yesterday.. I think that i sleep about 11 plus like that.. Can't remember.. Because was busy thinking of you (: After that recess, Went to find you but saw you reach your class ler.. Went up to fine baby.. After that we both went to YOG at the hall.. Went there, So many ppl.. After that have briefing about what to bring and not to bring, our behaver bla bla bla.. Mr Ng was funny, don't know why keep laughing. Went back to Baby class to take her home work to do. First time see so many ppl never do home work O.o.. After that lesson was boring.. Missing you ever time ever minutes, ever second even in my dreams when i wass sleeping in class(: After school baby went to minimart.. After that miss you again.

After school pei baby to find Ms chua to pass her art work. After that walk her back to her house (: As we walk jokes were made, as i see you laugh and smile, i really want you to be happy with me forever, i want to last with you till as long as we could. After that reach her house ler.. Sadly we both have to say good bye:/ Soon i was walking back to school from her house.. As walking back, was thinking about you again:/ i always feel so sad when i think of you. I alwasy think that i could never give you enough in your life. i always feel that there is something missing. But i really hope that nothing is missing from our life as i don't want to lose you ): well there is more.. But Baby tan want me to sleep early. Baby If it is too short please tell me so that i can edit okays? (:

iloveyoubabytanalotalotalotalot!

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Hey everyone.. Erm today was good. Moring got wake up call for Babytan (: She was like " morning hubby (: you still sleeping ar?" Then i was like ya.. she say that i disturb your sleep ar? Haha :D i was like nope (: hehe so happy Baby call me wake up and she gave me morning kiss :P hahas ;) We chat for the whole morning (: Then after that she have to call her Mummy.. So we put down... ): But baby call me back (: Then we talk and chat chat again but have to put down.. Baby have to go out.. Go out to temple to pray then she go her nai nai house (: When she reach she will call me (: After that i had my luch.. had sandwitch with milo (: Very nice, dad make de. Waited for baby to call back.. After that we talked again (: talk to her till about 4, 5 plus like that.. Then my Mummy ask me to bring my sister to see doctor.. so have to put down the phone ): After that went to bathe.. Bathe finish le, then Sis don want to go.. she scared that she faint.. lols.. After that called baby again(: chat chat with her till now So happy and funny at the same time :D Now still chatting with her (: Sad tmr got Comman test ): i don like.. i will fail.. nevermind.. don care.. okays thats all.. Hope "teacher NT" will give me A's ;)

ILOVEYOUBABY

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im scared.. i hope that nothing will happen o' god please help me

Ireallyloveyouidonwanttoloseyou :(

Burst...

Today morning woke up about 5-6 plus... after that cycle to school wanted to meet baby.. but I was late ): see her from her classroom there (: so happy is like i never see you in my whole life! After that pei baby for a while then go back class.. Cant wait for Recess.. Then the bell rang! WOO i rush to baby class.. Pei her the whole recess, Both of us make our wish at 11.11am (: after have to go back to class ler.. ): i don know why i am sad.. maybe i was miss you to much.. Self study really suck.. i don know why i was so emo.. went to cut myself.. ): Sms baby after that i miss her a lot... Baby ask me that i want to go her house mah? so i did go her house (: Stay at her house for a while.. After that we went to minimart to buy sweet(: After buying baby needed to go for her Cca , so we rush to school.. Walk quite fast.. don want baby to be late.. After that walked her to her Cca (: I went for my cca. The ISH soo full.. So many people.. played ball for a while.. but after that don want to play ler.. during Cca i sprain my ankle.. ): PAIN!! but didn't care that much.. So continue playing TT.. Didn't know why emo again.. After that was okay (: sms baby ask her to be careful (: walk to her house downstairs to collect my bike (: baby wanted so see me(: so when i reach her house she came out.. talk to her for a while.. After that have to say good bye to her.. ): Sad.. Went to her house the minimart to buy water.. After that cycle back home.. on the way home sprain my ankle again!! Fall off bike.. Ouch!! slowly cycle back.. After that baby called chat for a while.. Then baby told me that her handphone bill burst.. ): i think 100 plus? yeah think so.. Her mummy say that cannot sms me.. till the bill go down ): But at least can talk on the phone.. But not very long, Better than nothing! (: After msn baby chat chat Then baby went to sleep while i post this (: she want to see my post (: Well baby? Hubby post ler, hope you like my Compo (; hahas :D As you can see my blog is dead.. but baby ask me to make my blog a live (: Listen to her because she is the only one! Pkay thats all Thank you baby!

You never fail to make me smile :D

i will not lose you! iloveyoubabytan!

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Happy 6th Month baby!

10.07.2010

Today Woke up early, Can't Wait for badminton later! Haha! talked to baby for a while.. After that have to go out eat at Han River :( Can't talk to baby.. Never mind.. After that waited for taxi. But so long.. So wanted to go Tam Mart. But saw a Cab, Board it. Cab to Simei.. On the way there Baby called me.. Chat with her till i reach. After that eat and eat. Finish about 2 plus.. Sms baby, Took Mrt to Pasir Ris then Bused to baby house! Reach her house then exchanged gift with her :) Hers looks bigger then mind!! :) Haha Can't wait to play badminton with baby later! Baby got ready then we left to play badminton. Reach there then got problem alr.. Got people playing the court. So we keep on changing place.. After that we got to play! haha! Yes! played with baby then she win me :( hahas Jk! :) Finish then change shirt. After that went to White sand to eat and buy something.. Went to eat Sakae Sushi. So paiseh her parents pay.. After that went to Popular to buy things.. And then went to NTUC, buy things also.. After that Her mummy buy Fruits for me again.. :) walked with baby the whole time :) After that Baby dad send me back.. I really must Thank her for to day :) I love her!! Muacks!!! Thats for today!

11.07.2010

HEY!!!! Today was my happiest day of my of life!! Morning woke up about 9 plus, Me waited for baby to sms me, But she in the end called me :) Talked to her in the morning! After that her Mummy came back. After that packed my room, Waiting for baby to call me back.. But didn't called back.. So I called Baby.. she in the car.. So ask her to call me when she reach her nai nai house.. So now talking to her! Okays thats it!

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Hey! how are u guys? lol.. Well today school was very... okays? hmm ya.. Today reach school about 6.40am... Scared that rain.. I hate Rain... Baby reach school about 6.55? Yeah.. Today very boring.. But Tmr will be a fun DAY!! Tmr playing Badminton with baby! Yay! hahas :) And soon it will be anniversary!! hahas I love you babytan! okays Then see you tmr!

ILOVEYOUBABYTAN!!

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im very scared.. im sorry.. i promise that i will be responsible.. i really regret that i did it..

Him

please don't talk to him alr i don't like it

Again? :(

Hi everyone... my blog no one tagged the.. :( Only Baby tagged me:) Anyway, today woke up at 9.30am because of alarm clock. waiting for baby wake up call:) But didn't.. Never mind :) chat with her at 10.15am :) chat till 12pm like that.. after that a sad news.... Baby staying at her Nainai house till Monday :( later she going out for dinner.. I miss her so much.. Bathed, Wanted to use com, but the com fail me D: Never mind, after that went to buy dinner:) came back home to eat dinner... after that com failed me again.. Then Recuse came.. my daddy help me do.. After that can alr.. Waited for baby to call me.. waited and waited... Then i smsed baby.. Few mins again she called!! YAY! hahas :D Now talking to her! But sadly cant see her... anyway iloveyoubaby!

Iwillmissyoubadly:(

Schooling

Hihi. This week was okays :) school the whole week.. Happy that i didn't sleep. Well lets continue. Today was okays? Ya.. reach school quite late. Because tired from yesterday. Reach school ler, straight away find baby in class :) After that went back to class.. Then its recess! Me pei Baby the whole recess. Pei her till end of recess.. after that can't see her ler.. After school baby buying things at Elias thats why can't see her :( Then after that Raining.. worry about how baby is coming back to school. Because it rained very heavily, So sms baby and ask where is she.. after a while saw her Msg! So happy! Don't know why..she sms me say that she buy finish things ler den eating.. Well Miss her badly.. :( After that sms her. she msg sayin that she reach school ler... :) So after that went for Cca.. Then now talking to baby! But sadly can't talk on the phone :( Never mind :) later can chat a while.. Then now blogging. Miss baby badly:( Okays that for today! byes!

Iloveyou&missyou

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WHY!

Today was very tired.. Baby called me. woken up by her call. Chat with her for a while. Then got some guy called her. She say that the guy want to chio Charmain.. I was worried that the guy would ask them out. Chat with her ler had breakfast, bathe and called back baby. Chat with her. i ask her that the guy got call her? And the guy did. i was right. The guy asked baby and Charmain out to meet. But they even never meet! i was very sad. I told baby don meet the guy, she said okay.. Waiting for baby to call back... She say that she will call me back. Because she want to send the cleaner.. thats for now...

you said that u will not talk to him ler. u promise me. but u still talk to him on ur blog. u promise me. but? its fine if u want to talk to him.

Flyaway

Today was sad..:\ Baby left for Thailand for shopping.. :( Well i should not be sad. Today wanted to go to airport de. But baby don't want me to go because she scared that my parents will scold. And she scare that later when she is leaving she will cry :) Hahas ^^ Well i intend to go and pick her up later! But she scare that she will reach late. Never mind, i will still go! Because today i don't to see her. It feels like hours and day to wait for her to come back. Told her to take very good care. Because Thailand is not a save place to be.. Maybe only some place. I don't know.. Well can't wait for her to come back.. She haven't update her blog ler.. Hope that she will. :) okays thats for today.

ILOVEUNICOLETAN

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I Hate It

Today was exciting yet disappointing.. My teacher wanted to have photo taking today, but his child is sick :( So didn't go for it. Today have Cca but i lazy go.. Have no choice but to go later at 1pm.. haiz.. Baby still sleeping :) Smsed her and chat yesterday but she have to bathe so we put down the phone :( Kinda injured my wrist yesterday.. still pain, fell hard.. :\ okays thats for today bye..

disappointed with your words

Shoot Out...

Wednesday

Today was interesting.. My mum ask me to help her do things.. In the morning was raining again-.- sigh... woke up about 8 plus.. sms baby told her have to pass my mum her things.. waited for quite long, tired.. after that left her student care center to Long Jon Sliver.. bought and sat.. but i spill my cup of cold cold water, as the weather is still raining.. so it was very cold.. Ate coldly, alone... After that sms baby.. miss her a lot.. One week..=( Reach home after that my sis told me to buy lunch for her.. So went out.. Cold again.. Reach home finally called baby! Talk to her while she played maple.. talk till i was about to sleep but i didn't... But in the end she still win =) So i went to sleep till 6 plus.. Dad came back.. Ate dinner chat with baby after that but for a while.. promise her that will chat with her tmr.. Because i told her that i don't want her phone to no batt.. So ent to sleep at 11pm..

Thursday

Today i woke up about 8 plus? woke up bathe. went to my teacher's house.. reach there at 9am sharp after that i was thinking that i will the camera and leave.. But i was Wrong.. We went to Changi Airport to pics over there for photo competition.. Baby called.. I told her i was sorry about it because i really didn't know and want to go.. But i have to go..=( Baby sound very sad... My heart was very pain.. Because i promise that i will chat with her today... but ... but... haiz.. :\ after that went to burger king to eat.. I was not in the mood to eat.. but just eat.. because i was still sad about my promise to baby.. Bused to my teacher's house.. Went to upload the pics.. it was long.. So went to my teacher's house park downstairs.. Took pics of birds.. after that went back to his house to check the photo.. After that he have to bring his baby to medical check up.. So left his house at 12plus. now came back to blog..

I'm so disappointed with myself.. i promise that i will be with u chatting today at home.. But i was wrong.. i'm really sorry,.. really i hope that u forgive me.. i know that i disappointed u.. but i didn't expect it i'm really sorry.. I hope that u are not angry or sad.. :\

I"msorrybaby:\

Mid-Night

Well i guess u must be thinking is crazy to post in the mid-night? but nothing as crazy as talking to my baby!! Hahas! Just now played with baby guessing game. Hehe i give her easy one=) But she give me so hard one =( hahas jkjk Well currently talking to baby! Not as happy as before! Not tired yet.. Don know why.. Today at 7 plus have to go church.. But i don want to sleep yet! Hehe! okays thats for mid-night post!

ILOVEUBABY!!!

ARGH!

Hi...... This two days was fine, chat with baby! Today woke up about 9 plus.. sms baby but never return sms till about 11 plus.. Told her to sleep early late night but she don't want.. After that went to watch Movie.. Watch with mummy.. After that finish about 4 plus.. Cab home.. The uncle soooo want to eat money.. Reach home change went down play Basketball... Sms baby.. I miss her so much.. This few days is making us feel apart =( I don't what to do.. Every time you are busy, i feel very sad.. Thats all for today..

Baby im scared too okays? just don think so much about it.. just like last time.. don worry about it.. i love u always! I will be responsible..

Disappointed

Well long story.. Today was disappointing.. Suppose to be with baby, but everything turn wrong.. Her dad should have pick her up yesterday but didn't and have to stay at her uncle house.. I thought i get to see her but i was wrong.. I was hopping that this day come but was wrong.. Its so hard for me to accept it.. i kept thinking why must it be like that.. Is god being unfair to me? I can't blame him.. I can't blame anyone, maybe my luck is not good.. I just hope that tmr i can be with her the whole day.. I wish that nothing will happen again.. If it happen i'm going crazy.. I have never felt like this before... Never ever.. i have never fall in love with u like this before.. I can only pray that tmr i can see u, touch u and kiss u.. I miss u a lot.. No words can explain how much i miss you..

iloveyounicoletan

Just another day that I miss you..

Good morning.. Today is the day where is boring too... Can't see baby.. Only can see her by Facebook=( Well today i was suppose to go for swimming but now is cancelled because of bad weather.. MC ask me out to play Lan, But i don feel like going.. Quite bored.. Want to talk to baby today.. So far i guess she's not awake? Not sure yet.. Today another emo day.. Yesterday talked to baby! Talk to her till very late. About 2 plus? About there=) Talk to her the whole nite! hahas^^ so happy =) Today i don think so can chat till very late because she going back home.. So her mummy will bring her home.. But quite late.. Because her mummy finish work at 8 plus, then her daddy will pick her up, then pick up baby.. So maybe can talk to her till about 8 plus=) Maybe today i will go baby Nai Nai house.. But don know that her Nai nai will let a not.. Now also stomach a bit pain.. kept going to toilet.. O.o Want to see her badly=( I miss her alot.. Can't wait for tmr! Can see her ler! hahas^^ YAY!

ILOVEU

HEARTS U BABY!!

=(

Hey today woke up about 11 plus.. Just woke up then use computer.. Ate a bit also.. Yesterday talk to her at night=) But sadly i was sleepy.. Tired to hang it on, Because i want to talk to you.. I felt so sad when you said that you are staying at your Nai Nai house=( Can't be together with you till Wednesday.. I don know what to do this dew days. Because i thought of being together with u for the next two weeks.. Time really flies.. This is already the 2nd week of our school holiday.. I want to use the holidays to get closer to u maybe even closer to you.. It feels like a thousand miles when u are at your Nai Nai house.. I want to see you.. =(

ILOVEUBABY!

NICOLETAN

Ankle!

Wednesday

Today wake up bathe, then RAIN! Argh i hat it.. Cycling in the rain=( my pants got wet.. when to school to change.. Just nice got my size.. After that when to pei baby=) hahas^^ she was sleeping=) Gave her morning kiss! ^^ Pei her for a while then have to go ler=( This past few days can't see her.. Then also can't pei her=( After that when to canteen to wait to go.. Waited very long because still raining.. Soon we got to go.. Can't bear to leave school=( Reach there like sooo long, because traffic jam.. Track there den we cross the Tree Top Walk.. They all say soo scary.. BUT it is nothing.. lols. After that left there had lunch at Burger King, East coast.. Sms baby while eating.. After that we went to Orchard Sakei Sushi.. Over there thinking of baby=( make me fell so sad. walk around in there.. And then left back to school.. Reach school about 3 plus. Sms baby=) but forgot that she got Cip.. =( So cycle back slowly.. because i sprained my ankle..=(

Thursday

Today morning wake up, with my pain ankle.. Cycle to school slowly.. Went straight to parade Ground to find Baby but she's not there.. Went to Basketball Court because the rest of the class go play soccer, so just follow.. After that i walk to Bus stop to see baby there a not.. I was right, she was there! After that baby came in to school.. Pei her for a while only.. Then her flag raising.. So our group went to canteen because Mr Ng chase us away.. Then at 8am we getter at Class for briefing till 9.30. The teacher gave us time till 9.40am.. After that went up the Bus.. Baby had recess.. Smsed her.. chat chat for a while.. Then we Left school.. I kept on looking back, hope to see baby at third level but didn't, because she doing work in class..=( Reach Changi at 10 plus.. Had fun.. But not really fun.. Long story.. After that had pasta and left there and had a walk.. While my ankle hurts..=( At 2 plus left Changi back to school.. reach school had mock-tail Challenge.. We created Drinks.. everyones drink taste weird.. But we all had fun.. After that went to Baby's house had time with her! Finally!! hahas^^ Left her house at 6.15pm like that. Because later her mummy come back then don't know what to do. Sms baby at night talk to her too!! hahas ^^

OKay thats for this two days.. looks LONNNGGGGG.. hahas^^

Lastly,

ILOVEUNICOLETAN!!

Cip Day

Monday

Today is quite bored.. wake up about 9am sms baby ask her what time her break.. Wanted to pei her for her break.. but she sms me late so never go.. At 11.30am got ready for school. Bathe den went out.. Bought lunch to school.. After that waited for baby to finish school =) Can't wait for her to come out ;) After that finally! saw her! hahas^^ followed her to minimart opposite school.. reach school just nice she have to line up.. Waited for her to leave.. waited till the bus i can't see it =( After that went for cip.. We went around school area to collect.. Reach school about 5 plus? Didn't see the clock.. When for dinner with Darly, 'Irfan, Ivan.. ate finish den when home.. sms baby then she called me=) Chat with her till i reach home.. Bathe den wanted to call her but her mum is back so can't talk.=(

Tuesday

Today i shoulb be in city having 3/1 Outing.. But i over slept =( wake up about 8 plus.. Sms baby about 10 like that? Miss her ALOT! Cant wait to see her tmr=) Tmr also having outing.. i must better wake up.. okays this is for my two days..

Lastly,

ILYbaby!!

Nightmare

Today is going to be boring.. i had nightmare again, and been dreaming about the same thing.. Its scary that i'm going to lose u some day.. I hope to be with u everyday, I want to be with u. this few days i'm think that am i too busy for u? I guess i am.. I think that i have to stop it.. Its time for me to have time for u and make u stop thinking that i am busy.. I'm so sorry that i make u think that way. I really let u down.. I hope that u will forgive me.. I will make time for u, I promise u.. Today can't be with u again.. Want to see u but can't.. I feel so useless out of the sudden.. Okay's this is for today..

Lastly,

Iloveubaby

After School Hours

Thursday

Yesterday Rocks!! End of school.. School was okays yesterday... School bell rang at 2.50pm straight away i go find baby =) Then saw her mum from far far away hahas ^^ Pei baby for a while.. Left school, went home and bathe then go out for BBQ. But went to MC house to meet him then go school together. Darly came to take bike den cycle with us go Pasir Ris Park. Cycling half way Darly slipper can come out.. WTF?! Reach there about 5 plus, set up the fire Then the rest came.. they played soccer with some other ppl.. Get to eat about 6++ didn't see what time.. Busy cooking..

After that Ms Eileen came with Ms Siti.. Both of them came so so late.. After that was Mr Harry.. Then Irfan send Gwen back home.. every one was cheering for them -.- We finish about 9.40pm Cycle Back home.. So tired, Den sms Baby She went to Sentosa for BBQ =( so sad cant join her.. Chat with her for a while.. Then went to sleep..

Friday

Today is boring.. wake up sms baby, shat with her for a while.. Then she going Vivo shop shop.. Miss her a lot.. cant see her for the next few days=( So that all..

iLUVu Nicole Tan!!

Rom

Today wake up in the morning about 8am get ready for my cousin RoM.. Sms Baby^^ she so early wake up O.o.. Left house about 9plus.. took a MRT there.. Reach there about 10:30am.. After that my family member reach.. Saw a few people going.. At first don't know who was them.. They look so weird... Continue with the RoM.. So funny after that.. From Miss Goh to Mrs Koh.. hahas^^ Then i ask my mum what do i have to call her... Then she say that have to call her Tang sau.. She feel so old out of the sudden... Left there about 12++.. Reach Tampines about 3 plus.. Bathe Then rest.. but fall a sleep.. Baby call... Now talking to her!! So Happy!! Hahas Can't wait to see her tmr =] okays thats for today..

Iloveubaby!!

Boring

Today is boring.. Have to stay at home the whole day.. Can't play batminton=( Wake up at 12plus.. very late because the medication make me so so sleepy.. Sms baby in the morning, she wake up so early like about 8 plus like that... Me sleepy pig wake up so late.. Had nightmare.. SO scary=( Miss Baby so much.. Today she watching movie.. i think she watching sherk.. Okays thats for today.

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Painful day

Today was the worst day of my life.. My chest seriously hurt.. Doctor say that is small matter.. But seriously is very pain full.. Also today can't see baby.. even worst..=( Had MC from doctor because my mum ask.. Because today had CIP sowill be very tiring so my mum don't let me go school.. i didn't tell Baby about it because don't want her to worry about me.. So this is for today..

Sorry baby about me smsing them i hope u forgive me about it.. And i didn't tell u that i am sick.. so sorry.. pls forgive me

Wonderful Monday

Yesterday was good played batminton with MC and his family.. Sadly plated till my racket string broke =( his dad replacing one for me =)When to baby house.. chat with her after that played catching with her =)Today school was okays.. Blogging in CPA... lols hahas^^ ALways Love Her She make me smile everytime^^ CoCo><
ILOVEUBABY^^

Tired morning

Now is very early in the morning. Baby called me in the morning. It was quite a shock, because she called me about like 7.15am.. She was shock that she woke up so early too.. Today going to play batminton about 10 plus.. after that have lunch at elias or mayba go back to my frens house to bathe first den eat.. In the afternoon going to baby house YAY^^ Me miss her lots=( so today can see her.. But must see her daddy today got work =/ i hope he go.. shuuuu hahas>< jkjk^^ Well i think this is what i will be doing today!
Iloveubaby<3

missing u

Today was bored.. Can`t go out, using com for the whole day.. Morning baby sms me =), today she when out to her uncle's house to celebrate bday.. In the afternoon chat with her.. kinda make her up sad, but was okay after that^^ Ate dinner about 8pm.. Missing baby lots now.. can't see her for the next two days? About there.. Ya so that's was it for today.. see u guys again then =)

Hello!!

Hey this is my first time doing blog.. Looks weird.. But going to be better i think.. Just thinking should i create blog for the pass few days. My frens keep on telling me to create. So TODAY is the Day!! Lastly i love u Nicole!